as mentioned a few months ago, i didn’t finish my last pack of smokes…and two were left in the pack. i did place it on my desk…and to this day the two smokes are still in the pack…waiting early for me to give them some attention. i decided not to use any sort of medication or any replacements….you could say i did it cold turkey. 4 months have passed…and i won’t lie…cravings came and went. some stronger than others…depending on the day, depending on the activities…and yes even on the weather. sunny warm weather, begging one to go for a walk or outside for some fresh air…well cravings kicked in. and they kicked in quite heavily. however…to this day i managed not to give in to temptation and suppress the cravings…which i’m fully aware at this point that they will never go away…and from time to time they will pay me a little visit…
why did i decide not to use any sort of medication help…essentially it’s because i have a hard time accepting that they will not have some sort of an unwanted secondary effect (those can range, vary and can be multiple). anyhow, to each his own i guess…but i wanted essentially to believe i can do it by ambition alone, quite selfish i guess…but so far it’s working. to those that want to use medication…my only thing to say is…talk to your doctor…as they should be well informed as to the side-effects and if the particular product is ok for you.

